All Hail The Heartbreaker

Tragedy creeps up on you in the stealthiest of ways, unnoticed
and now she’s broken

inseparable; days without her just felt massively lonely, with her around everything else seemed brighter, shinier
she always had the right words to say, at exactly the right time
we braved everything together; from storms to sunny days, in rain and in perspiration, all those reading and writing and sleeping, tears and laughter coupled
and on bus rides home, especially those lovely bus rides and walks home
under the moon and the stars we danced away in the still of the night
now she speaks out and sings out less loud, there are lifeless listless echoes in her voice, so pained and so far away  

she’s broken, my mp3 player 

okay in short i’m just very very very devastated la :( :( :( 

to add to that devastation i just realised that to join The Amazing Race Asia there is a minimum age requirement of being twenty-one :(

but it’s okay wei and i are going to start training now and PWNZX everybody else’s ass when we join The Amazing Race Asia in season 999 when we are twenty-one
WEIIIIIWOOOOO

concentration concentration

dich arn’eroinav dkljrei. says:
eh i ttyl okay
dich arn’eroinav dkljrei. says:
cannot multi task
dich arn’eroinav dkljrei. says:
and its been long since i blog seriously

hahhahahahahahahahahahah

repair

Prosody 101

When they taught me that what mattered most
was not the strict iambic line goose-stepping
over the page but the variations
in that line and the tension produced
on the ear by the surprise of difference,
I understood yet didn’t understand
exactly, until just now, years later
in spring, with the trees already lacy
and camellias blowsy with middle age,
I looked out and saw what a cold front had done
to the garden, sweeping in like common language,
unexpected in the sensuous
extravagance of a Maryland spring.
There was a dark edge around each flower
as if it had been outlined in ink
instead of frost, and the tension I felt
between the expected and actual
was like that time I came to you, ready
to say goodbye for good, for you had been
a cold front yourself lately, and as I walked in
you laughed and lifted me up in your arms
as if I too were lacy with spring
instead of middle aged like the camellias,
and I thought: so this is Poetry!

- Linda Pastan

-– 

shishfoot next thursday yay yay yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

Sure

alright if you are so good at saving only your own skin then don’t use me in future

Cookiesheen Brings You Prosperity

You Don’t Know How Lovely You Are

the new year ushers in CABLE TELEVISION

 IT IS DA BOMBBBBBBB!!! :D

hahahahahaahhahahaha now i can watch Animax and 24 and Grey’s Anatomy and The OC and House and Ellen and History Channel and Discovery (Porn) Channel and melt into my sofa so gooodbye kids so long farewell!

but for all you know, in between i might just stop blending in with my sofa and emerge un-invisible (wow wow like Heroes) to blabber on this blog

which is, by the way, a little too neat for my liking :/
but i guess we shall have to deal with it kids 

—

it is funny how with just one message you act as though everything is alright
and then i forget how to respond

or at least, how you want me to

oh a-hiking we go

despite the msn.com weather forecast which predicted rains over Singapore, our entire hike was made under sunny sunny skies
it was a beautiful day, thank God for that :)
(okay sorry yall brought raincoats and mats and whatnot hahahhahah, it’s a just-in-case thing exactly like the stupid toilet paper right)
plus while out in total today i had wraps chips bananaprata tehcino calamarirings icecream onionandcheesesoup cheesetofu

mmhmm you know when life is good

come a-hiking with me :)

—

dear ninja by the time you read this i hope things have gotten a whole lot better
as they always say, “whatever doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger” (haha okay i hate that quote)
in all honesty, brave it through as you always have in everything else
no sweaaatt :)
and i look forward to seeing what remains of your hair hahahaha, lovelove!

best of all

awed one out says:
i got something to complain about it
awed one out says:
kaleidoscope so damn bloody difficult to spell hahahahaha
innerpeace/ Its been swell, sweetheart, but it was just one of those things says:
thats why
innerpeace/ Its been swell, sweetheart, but it was just one of those things says:
save it under your Favourites
innerpeace/ Its been swell, sweetheart, but it was just one of those things says:
hahahaahahhahaha
awed one out says:
HAHA okay
awed one out says:
even better, homepage
…
awed one out says:
yea its homepage now
innerpeace/ Its been swell, sweetheart, but it was just one of those things says:
hahahaahahahaHAHAHAHA
innerpeace/ Its been swell, sweetheart, but it was just one of those things says:
are you serious
awed one out says:
yea no more google

First

welcome friends, to a brand new version of if you feel like dying you might wanna sing

in truth i’m not all that much a fan of the colour blue, but really there aren’t a lot of options

new year, new blog, above all a new start
(and new cable television hahahahahahhaha)

the old entries will still be here though, and i hope they will remain for as long as they can
after all memories are meant to be kept

so it would be ideal if you can start making changes to your My Favourites, but if you would like to scrub out everything it’s fine

there is a lot i would like to say, but right now i need to crash and burn

goodnight goodnight kids, sleep tight! :)