my apologies for this being terribly late
in any case
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISTER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEANUT!
(haha i’m sorry i realised i don’t exactly have a decent indecent photo of you)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KINKS!
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nothing much, except
i hope for my life to resume soon please
sheen is well and done with anger
(coincidentally every time i say something like that things actually kind of get worse)
the rest of this entry will comprise of a few shoutouts
1. no doubt as the saying goes, ‘nobody’s perfect’, neither am i nor you
you’re one of the best i’ve ever had and i wanted this to be all good but what has happened so far has very nearly pushed me tethering to the edge
it’s almost as though i’m not worth even that bit of effort; Disposable – and then you make it like everything’s normal
going with what ________ has said, i’m feeling very whatever (no words to put to it) but it is okay because i still love you
2. i have no idea what you are trying to accomplish by doing all that and i would like to give you the benefit of the doubt that it was just a matter of you having overlooked and in order to do that my notion of Staying Away has to be further entrenched because i cannot bear the way you are now
in any case, i’m glad we were real friends before
3. STOP IT
4. part of me selfishly wants to stop you from doing what you will but then i thought if i were you i’d probably do the same
wherever you go i hope things don’t change, except for the better
cheers and let’s pray for the best
in conclusion i will take back my first sentence and apologise for the bad job done
but it’s done
so i will stop thinking about it
goodnight
ELEEN KHOO WAS THE BRAVEST GIRL IN TOWN TODAY! :D :D :D
three fucking times
even though i love you i swear you’re wearing my patience very, very thin
my new phone came last wednesday night and i was ECSTATIC
basically because it is the epitome of liberation and i am letting go!
too many things have happened with that phone and it was difficult to pry my hands away from all that it stood for in view of the initial sentimentality and unwillingness but i did
gooooooood stuff
i kept the good ones right where it matters though i promise :)
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so on g’s birthday we witnessed yet another balloon escape from her hands
g and Balloons probably have eight characters which clash
but just so you’d know, we love you anyhow
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, G :)
on a separate note, marcus can now drive us around
this is the typical look of a random victim:
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you know, every day i tell myself it’s okay for passing it up and i justify my actions with reasons and i feel better
and then they just keep sending me postcards, one after another
damn
NOTHING SHOOK ME TODAY!
(except for stupid milo!!!)
because like i always say, it’s all in the head
I’M INVINCIBLEEE
